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wsup people of the world!

(spice up your life!)

jp...

i got in touch with my bestfriend in which i grew up with in korea! SOOO CRAZY how we all grew up!

--i do not like lola at the moment...=( she is making me depressed...

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH KIDS THESE DAYS!

how the hell could you make up some blatant lie as significant as the one you made, and tell everyone its true?! DID YOU NOT THINK THAT I WOULD FIND OUT!? are you really that stupid to think that i'd just play along with that bullshit!? HOW CAN YOU THINK YOU'D JUST GET AWAY WITH THAT SHIT.

and to have the audacity to play it off like it was "all a big misunderstanding" and you didnt want to hurt me and you just said some stupid shit!? they all believe you because they say " he has no reason to lie". BUT OBVIOUSLY YOU DID! and i would really like to know what that fucking reason was! because there must be something severly wrong with you that makes you think you can combine ur fantasy with reality!

U NEED HELP SONNY.

AHH! i love my classes!!!

especially the one that i sit next to that cute boy in... so nice.. so cute. hehe. i thoroughly enjoy that 10 minute passing period as well!! but i still hate school -_-.. too much drama! already!!! can u believe it?.. anyways.. i'm out

This was JUST what i needed.

After all these months of longing for that one person that i just couldnt seem to have. It became clear to me. That I wanted him not because of his personality, or because his looks, but becuase i just couldnt get him. The moment came along one foggy night, where i took a chance... along with many a deep breaths and called this person. We had arranged plans for later that night to hang out, talk. He said he would call when he was free (a time we had set) but 20 minutes before the long anticipated call, i reached an epiphAny. This was the moment i had waited for ever since i left his car the last time we were together (many weeks prior to this date), but for some reason, i didn't really WANT to hang out with him. maybe it was that itty bitty voice in my head, but nevertheless... i turned off my phone. And a weight of a thousand gods were lifted off my shoulders.

hey.. i sowed the sutures.

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hii kids..-_- this is lolas friend..and im waiting at lolas house for her to arrive and shes not coming cuz shes gay..and im bored..and im just editing her xanga cuz i have nothing better to do ..that gaya** is not coming...omg..makes me angry...>____< if you see her around the hallway tomorrow..i give you a permission to hit her in the head and run away..i dare you to do it..its just lola she wont hit you back..i promise..hahah..wen lola sees this shes going to kill me..but neways..im bored with this too so ima go watch tv until that F**ker comes home so we can do our stupid summer hw..see you tomorrow for those of you who goes to terrace! terrace ROCKS...haha NOT! btw..if you dont know what epiphany means->A comprehension or perception of reality by means of a sudden intuitive realization: “I experienced an epiphany, a spiritual flash that would change the way I viewed myself” (Frank Maier).

wow, asians are so gay.

tree and i went to the mall today. and it made us truly realize how ashamed we are of being part asian. i swear to god.. there were like 5 asians to every white person. and they all dressed "thuggish" with stupid little jerseys, thinkin they're the bomb. and they were all breaking! which i also think is an unbelievable waste of time. I mean, do something with ur lives people! who gives a shit if u can "break"... i sure as hell dont... along with the other 5.9 billion people in the world. sheesh...

((this message was not intended to hurt anybody's feelings.. its just an expression of my feelings at this current point in time))

OH yeah, and to you.. you son of a biznatch you...

THIS HAS TO STOP... i'm freakin goin nuts buddy!!!!

------>   PLEASE DON'T TELL ME LIES, ABOUT SOME IDEALISTIC FUTURE!!!    MY HEART WON'T HEAL RIGHT IF YOU KEEP TEARIN OUT THE SUTURES!!!!!!!!